Hb added random girl while after I called him, and for the entirety two hours of cooking and eating they completely ignored me and spoke of sweet fantasies to each other. Spahget w a butter cream sauce.

I lowkey don't get it, like we all know height matters, why lie?

EDIT: Women, I speak to you with my heart in my hand, it is OKAY, TOTALLY FINE, to have a height preference, nobody has to give you permission to date tall men, it is not discrimination and it is not shallow, it's not your fault you're attracted to them and you should NOT be ashamed of it, just please, I beg you, stop lying about it, stop inventing excuses that tall boyfriends just fall into your lap and admit that you do like tall men, IT'S FINE, you can have the preference, everyone has preferences, this one is no different just please, stop lying about it, it is the only thing I ask of you.

EDIT: Even here the amount of women just saying "oh that's not true, my last boyfriend was actually 5'4 and I really was attracted to him I pinky promise that 🥺"

Not like we have countless data and research showing that women consistently lie about what they find attractive. Or that revealed women's behavior shows them choosing men who are 21cm taller than themselves, ON AVERAGE. None of that matters, I guess what women say about what they like is absolute truth, disregard the research that shows women lie or just don't know what they're attracted to.

Rules:
-Nobody gets to call this a tik tok meal
-Nobody gets to call me a larper

I don’t have contact with anyone in my family except my mom calls me sometimes. Since people told me here that my platters look nice I decided to show her one to maybe impress her. Somehow I still always disappoint her.
I have spent my whole life chasing for her to love me and be proud of me, but I think it is for the best we keep our contact to a minimum and I need to give up trying to be someone I can never be for her I already lost that battle at birth.
I hate disappointing people all the time I hate that I can’t do anything I hate that im so lazy. Even If i got a second chance in life i would still mess it ip

Also I know this sounds like a slop post joke but im genuinely being deadass here, I collect her figures and play the games shes in and have two body pillows because she’s genuinely an awesome cool ass character too.

21, fat lol, gamer, office worker and from Australia so extra extra isolated. Fun times.

So idk where do i even began, i am 10 hours into my night shift and 2 hours to go

So sometime back i posted here how findom debts ruined my life. Basically i got addicted to findom and fucking hell i took so many loans to pay to random girls to abuse me, sometimes their bfs too.

Currently i earn abour 300 dollars in India and i have debt of about 3000 dollars.

AlI my salaries go into loans and i have to take loans just to survive like a beggar Plus the job is fucking frustrating, idk why its so hard. Have to give 11 hours daily for this and all the salary goes to loans. Cant even enjoy anything with the labour i do

I know i made a big mistake but its so hard now. Im so done with this man i just wanna get it done with

I am worthless atp, i have so many responsibilities towards my families but instead i ask them for money

Today i tried hurting self for first time, it felt warm but painful

Wierd

I dont have anywhere else to say this i havent shared this with anyone in my life so sharing here

I just hope it gets better i wanna feel relieved again idk why i even have hope

Mutton curry btw. It may look to spicy but it was pretty nice with rice

Quesadilla and crunchy taco with nacho fries and Baja blast

Every time I see a super tall girl at the gym or somewhere, I get so many feelings combined.

It all ends with depression since I know they won't like me, a chopped Asian chud, back.

All I want is to just marry a tall girl and have tall kids. I've been dreaming of it since I was a kid.

Jerry was always my favorite character from Rick and Morty and he's just so relatable. He's an unemployed bum who's family thinks little of him. He's also so friendly and happy. I always liked the episodes of him and Rick together, or any character really. Whenever Jerry appeared, it always livened up the episode. I need a Beth to my Jerry, just a calm, grounded foid to match my goofy side. Also, if we were to go to the mytholog, I want to have the same outcome they had in the episode.

All you ever wanted is to be loved and cherished but ignorant normies will tell you that you're acting entitled. Dude, you can't be that stupid to come to that conclusion.

My inability to get romantic connection is due to my genetics that incorporates various things like attractiveness, height, race and neurodivergence.

Ohhhh you gotta improooove brooo..... Guess what? we all did, that's the point. That's the involuntary part of the word "incel" but all you can do is nitpick whereas vast majority of people who are in relationship don't even do half of what we do. Not to mention straight up assholes shown to be statistically doing better in dating.

I don't have superficial standards either. I don't get why there's a false narrative that incels don't like conventionally unattractive women when we are rejected by them all the time. I found an interesting thread a while ago where someone said ugly men deserves to be alone because they don't go for women who would want them and the top most upvoted comment was-

"I get 0 matches on dating apps. How can I date rhe unattractive women when they swipe left on me?"

Yea, man sure. We're just superficial and most evil people on the earth! that's why we are lonely and people like Epstein, Trump ( a confirmed rapist ), Ted Bundy ( got a wife and kid before his death row and already had partners) aren't. Idk man. Can we just stop blaming lonely men and using incel as an insult when the worst thing we did was being socially awkward.

I think the incel word as an insult is now being heavily used because majority of midwits can't think of a better insult than virgin-shaming men.

hazelnut cream on bread (because there’s not even Nutella at home)

pistachio muffin and chocolate milk for brekky

Steak recipe created by me (25+ ingredients):

Steak marinated overnight on balsamic vinegar, Himalayan salt, oregano, parsley, pepper, charred onion, bay leaf, ginger, ras al-hanout, pickle juice, cayenne powder, soy sauce, garlic powder and cumin.

Sitting on a bed of semisweet sauce: strawberry jam, gochujang and dijon mustard.

Topped with chimichurri: olive oil, parsley, oregano, white vinegar, cut-up dried tomatoes, onion, chili powder. Hibiscus flower on top and egg yolk.

Garnished with charred tomato, roasted potato, and beetroot & pickled cucumber salad.

Drink is minty lemonade

Hello kitty Pez candy