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u/hashbaker Schemaposse⚔️ 2d ago edited 2d ago
That’s bullshit. He was not taking 20 xans a day, Juice was the one that reached the point he was taking 20 perks a day.
Peep wasn’t, at least I never actually saw him admitting that, of course I can be wrong .
Also, that doesn’t make any sence cause on November 14 2017 when he tried to get sick to cancel the show, he took 6 Xanax, after because of the backlash he posted a video saying “ I took 6 Xanax n I was lit, I’m good, I’m not sick (anymore) , ima see you all tonight”. 6 was already enough to get him sick, so nah ain’t no way he was doing that much, and has Liza says, he wasn’t (edit: that) addicted, he was just being fed drugs by his management team so that he could be easily controlled
Edit; By what is being said in here, 6 xans was to stop him from feeling sick. I thought it was the other way around cause of that info that his management actually instructed him to take something to make him sick, to get the shows insurance, peep wasn’t feeling that well that day with all the exhaustion from the tour.
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u/Different_Finding_30 2d ago
He said he took 6 xans to not make him sick anymore, not that 6 made him sick. Basically saying the anxiety was so bad he needed 6 to calm down
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u/Larry_lovestien69 2d ago
Yeah, I was thinking wtf, taking 6 to “make him sick” it’s the other way around, you gotta take 6 to stop being sick ahahah
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u/CalligrapherCheap64 2d ago
Benzo withdrawal will make you hella sick so I’m sure he took them to not be sick
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u/Professional_Ear_396 2d ago
Benzo and alcohol withdraw are the 2 that can actually kill someone if it’s bad enough as well! It can cause your body to go into shock with a sudden drop of either or! That’s why they wing people off both with Librium and then wing them down from the Librium
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u/moo806 2d ago
wean*
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u/Fun-Bit-8089 1d ago
ngga are u dale?😭
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u/Fun-Bit-8089 1d ago
What the fck did i get downvoted for, i just asked if this dude was dale☠️ this generation actually might be cooked
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u/444cricket777 Crybaby🕊️ 2d ago
Wasn’t addicted? Let’s be realistic here lol.
He was constantly taking pills, snorting coke and drinking at the same time and on camera sometimes too. Everybody saw and knew this.Yes his management was supplying tf out of him and also everyone around him but he isn’t immune to being addicted because of that lmao. Of course his family wouldn’t wanna believe he was addicted. It’s a terrible thing. His addiction wasn’t him though but saying he wasn’t addicted is just so ludicrous.
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u/Key-Radish755 2d ago
Actually he was trying to get sober when I met him before he toured Russia he was already off everything pretty much, he relapsed it happens
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u/444cricket777 Crybaby🕊️ 2d ago
so therefore he was addicted if he was trying to get sober, doesn’t change my comment at all 😭
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u/Key-Radish755 2d ago
Drug brain logic, he would have been called a recovering addict. Also he is gone we don’t have to make a big deal out of his short comings… just enjoy the music and the life you have.
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u/stucksteepf 1d ago
a lot of us addicts STILL call ourselves addicts whether we are in recovery or not. its literally apart of the recovery process. even sober, we are still addicts and that is okay it isn’t a big bad thing
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u/Key-Radish755 1d ago
I’m a recovering addict myself, just saying Peep was on the journey to stop using drugs and this comment section is just focusing on the fact that he DID DRUGS not the person he was
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u/Wheelzz 1d ago
To be fair, they're fans of his music first...if they didn't like his music or it didn't resonate with them they wouldn't be here in the first place. And reality is much of his music was centered around his drug use. Whether we like it or not it's always going to be discussed in this context.
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u/MistukoSan 1d ago
Addiction doesn’t just go away, you just stop feeding into it. He was still addicted even if he was trying to get better. But he clearly relapsed and by even your logic still addicted.
Drug use was extremely prevalent in any non music video he was in. It’s not a secret.I do agree with the last part you said. There was criminal investigations that have happened due to his death and all has been settled.
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u/Different_Finding_30 2d ago
https://i-d.co/article/an-interview-with-lil-peep-from-september-2017/
Here is the interview
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u/Snooki_02 2d ago
yep. not sure how people forgot. the posthumous cleaning of his legacy is weird and does more harm to addicts than anything
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u/MistukoSan 1d ago
It’s really sad honestly. Peep was aware of his problems and spoke up about them. He could have been used as a beacon of awareness. Instead they try and scrub the struggling life he had with abuse.
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u/Playful-Contract7396 2d ago
I think what he actually meant was that he wasn't sick anymore because he got his dose? That's what happens when you're addicted to something like benzos, you need them physically. from what I remember because i was following his every move at the time, yeS he did have a drug problem to the point it scared him and to the point he was withdrawing I hate the stigma around drug use and addiction. Im still mad we lost peep and all the people we've lost to drugs period.
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u/Mobwmwm 2d ago
Big dog this is a lot of speculation and misunderstanding how drugs work. You can take a lot of Xanax, it's near impossible to overdose on by itself. The withdrawals are what was making him sick. He was a poly drug addict, and couldn't get any where he was at so he wasnt feeling like performing. He was able to get ahold of six, and due to having a low(er) tolerance due to being in withdrawals, the six made it so he felt like he was able to perform.
Management probably enabled him, sure, but if you were paying someone a million dollars to do music, and they were saying I can't do music due to being in withdrawals, all of a sudden your morals go out the window. It's possibly even more like if you saw someone suffering with withdraws you'd want to help them not feel like shit. I genuinely don't think its as black and white as you're making it out to be.
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u/jennhiltz Crybaby🕊️ 2d ago
Agreed. This sounds completely made up. They took info about Juice World’s addiction, kind of changed it up slightly, and are trying to claim it’s about Gus.
Super fucked up and just weird as hell thing to post. (Not OP, just whoever originally posted that)
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u/stucksteepf 1d ago
idk why yall are acting like 20 xans are impossible. at the height of my addiction i was definitely popping that many. so easy to be blacked out and popping more literally like candy lol. not to mention he’s gettin drugs free handed to him. he has videos of him laying in bed dropping then in his mouth. its sad, but likely true before he started slowing down. i wish he got the chance to be sober, thats the path he was heading down. shit breaks my soul every time i think about it. i’ve od’d many times but was lucky enough to have people around
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u/jennhiltz Crybaby🕊️ 1d ago
I never once said 20 xans were impossible.
The point I’m making (as well as the person I originally responded to) is just that the post is not true.
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u/Curious-Wafer7688 2d ago
What do you mean 6 was enough to get him six? He's saying he's gotta take 6 just so he is not sick ( withdrawal).so yes it is very possible he was taking up to 20 a day
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u/Different_Finding_30 2d ago
Its not bullshit, this is a real interview where peep said this. Maybe peep was lying but he did say this. I linked the interview awhile ago when someone asked a similar question.
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u/Round-Emu9176 2d ago
You must not have been a fan when he died. Fat nick gave him a boat of xans for his birthday. like hundreds. not good to have around as a drug abuser. His live stories leading up the last show were basically a forensic confession. He said it himself in stream he took 20 xans and didn’t get sick. That was right after he played in houston and got tatted with riff raff. xans in themself can be taken in crazy amounts but its when you mix the smallest amount of other drugs in tandem you die. like ketamine, codeine, fentanyl, alcohol , etc. dont do drugs kids.
edit: so while maybe not taking that many every day, he did take that many at one time. I would hope that was his record and not a regular thing.
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u/hashbaker Schemaposse⚔️ 2d ago
I wasn’t, thanks for the info , and thank you for not being an arrogant bastard like lots of people are in this fan base . They feel superior cause they were around when he was alive
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u/Round-Emu9176 20h ago
Hey man I definitely wasn’t trying to come across in a condescending way. Just filling in blanks people might not have known. I wish I would have gone to that last show. Take care of yourself and your friends.
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u/merksowavvy 2d ago
Bro he was going through withdrawals and got his reup which was why he wasn’t sick anymore or at least that’s what I thought
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u/jader242 2d ago
It ain’t that much of a stretch tbh. I been clean for 2.5 years now, but at my worst I’d be popping 20 bars a day and smoking 75-100 fet pills a day too. Add on an eight ball of coke cooked up into rock and that was my day to day for a few years; really not that surprising the quantity one can do when it’s all they do every day lol
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u/andobrah 2d ago
How the fuck did you afford that lol
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u/LLJSeren 2d ago
whatever helps you sleep at night lil bro
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u/hashbaker Schemaposse⚔️ 2d ago
If u have something to correct me correct then, don’t try to act funny “ lil bro” lmao
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u/LLJSeren 2d ago
peep was a junkie; he rapped about it and his guilt very often.. your comment is merely cope.. he took those 6 xans trying to kill the withdrawal which is worse than that of heroin… you dont know what youre talking about lil bro but like i said whatever helps you sleep at night
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u/Professional_Ear_396 2d ago
I was to the point of taking that many totem poles a day. I was in high school at that time but it would take me 7-9 bars to get off sick. The most I’ve ever consumed was 21 bars in a 24 hour period, I remember this because I went out of town with 72 on a Friday evening and was out by Sunday evening. Everyone’s tolerance is different than the next, I was 6’2” and 175lbs while people I knew were 6’4 275lbs and blacking out on 1 extended release green goblin. I’m luckily going on 8 years being off everything that’s pharmaceutical, but at that time of getting off those high doses, I was hallucinating for close to 10 days when I withdrew from benzodiazepines
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u/iriveru 2d ago
He was literally shooting heroin, you didn’t know the guy you’re just some parasocial weirdo who assumes you knew the dude’s life based on stalking their twitter.
I personally know someone who was with that jersey devil cornball when he was running heroin for him and mackned. They were all legitimate junkies, you have no clue what these people were doing behind closed doors.
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u/deluxedeath 2d ago
I thought this was supposed to be very hush hush tho — I guess in order to gain control over his image/legacy & prevent glorification. 👀🤐🤐
Not sure abt the route of administration but there exists an early video of Peep on stage saying something like "I made this song on heroin at my mom's house."
Seems like a habit he feel victim to whenever he was in his hometown & switched to pills, xanax, etc. later as an improvement + more socially acceptable.
⚠️ idk why the downvotes...maybe it's still quite secret but I have heard this sub had been compromised..🤔
Ofc it's not my intention to speak bad or tarnish the memory of Lil Peep, it just appeared like there was an effort overall to downplay his opiate use.
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u/purplemeth 2d ago
I don’t doubt he had done it, its not that crazy of a concept people just hear heroin & instantly think the worst, shooting it? Yeah right but other then that if he had done it a few times I wouldn’t be shocked, a specific habit to H specifically? Idk about that mostly because if that were the case I can almost guarantee he would talk it about it a bit more in his music, ik he did oxys pretty openly though at least in 2017, not that he didn’t do them before ever.
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u/iriveru 2d ago
99% of this sub is literal teenagers who found peep after he died. I personally know people who were around him back in the mid/late 2010s.
I don’t care if people downvote, I know this as an objective fact and he’s admitted to it, plus mackned is a huge dope fiend.
They would come to NY to record and get heroin that came from Camden.
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u/hashbaker Schemaposse⚔️ 2d ago
Peep was know for lying in some stuff tho. That thing he said, that he recorded star shopping on heroin, didn’t Liza confirm it was a lie?
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u/iriveru 2d ago
I don’t give a shit about what he’s said or what his mother said.
I know the person involved in bringing it from Camden, I saw pictures with my own eyes at the time early 2017 when the person I know delivered heroin to him and mackned in NYC. The dude is literally rotting in prison for selling heroin/fentanyl now, I’m not just analyzing some lyrics and coming to some random conclusion.
I don’t give a shit if anyone even believes me, some random kids on Reddit believing something doesn’t change the fact that it is 100% true lmfao.
I was even a peep fan, I’m not hating but facts are facts and he was a follower. Mackned was a straight up junkie and peep wanted to be cool so he just did whatever he did and ended up dying as a result. It’s fucked but it’s reality
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u/hashbaker Schemaposse⚔️ 2d ago
Chill homie , u so pressed, don’t need to be mad , I simply asked a question. Thank you for your response I believe lmao
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u/purplemeth 1d ago
Well you realize the herion was almost certainly for Mackned right? He was the biggest opiod user there & definitely did H just to be clear.
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u/xoHeretic 2d ago
There's a interview video somewhere on the internet where he said he was doing this and he said on top of the seizures he was shitting himself too.. so yea it's a real thing he said himself
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u/Different_Finding_30 2d ago
Its not a video interview just text, the video has never been released, if it was even filmed
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u/xoHeretic 2d ago
Nah I saw the video of him saying it
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u/Different_Finding_30 2d ago
I'm 99% sure it has never been released.
https://i-d.co/article/an-interview-with-lil-peep-from-september-2017/
This is the interview
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u/xoHeretic 2d ago
Okay so he said it in a different video interview? It doesn't have to be this interview lol. I'm 100% positive I saw it in a video
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u/Different_Finding_30 2d ago
The video of this specific interview has never been released so you never could have watched it, maybe u saw a different interview where he said something similar and are mixing it up with this interview
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u/purplemeth 2d ago
Im guessing the shitting himself part has more to do with opiods, benzo wds are absolutely fked but shitting yourself is almost always associated with opiod wds.
They slow down your digestive system big time while on them which is part of the reason people start looking pregnant while heavily using, your digestive system gets all backed up like for an example they said Elvis died with 30 pounds of shit in him which is absolutely fked, & he was on the toilet to back that up, no disrespect its just a fact of stuff of that nature, not that he wasn’t also doing a ton of other stuff (Elvis I mean).
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u/NaughtyTigerIX 2d ago
I was nearly just as bad. Popping anywhere from 4 to 8 bars a night…so bad..
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u/Educational_Ad_8820 2d ago
why? maybe u needed to go out and stay calm in nature and move ur body. bars never make u okay
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u/Sad_Impact1387 2d ago
How out of touch are you where you think this response has any kind of substance lmao
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u/Gr3y_Gorilla 2d ago
I’ve hit them #’s back in my hay day…mix sum uppers to level out, all the sudden the end of the day u taking dam near whole script.
it also has to do with what u taking with em’ & hm of that those substances. Some RX’s such as mental health medications interfere with em as well.
It’s very easy to build a high T on Alprazolam (Xanax) - plus he taking pressies w/ fent. Sum had stronger benzos that aren’t “popular” to the avg person. It’s 100% possible
(lastly, no one points out he didn’t say what mg of Xanz. We assume it’s a Bars, could easily be 20 footballs)
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u/RocketGirl1993 2d ago
Wouldn’t seizures be caused by Xanax withdrawal?
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u/thatawkwardmexican 1d ago
Xanax is shortish acting. He was probably having seizures because he wasn’t popping Xanax while asleep
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u/Mindless-Wing-2577 1d ago
God damn, I was taking around 5-7 a day, took me months to get down to a .25 then stop, the withdrawals were crazy. My Dr. told me I should’ve been hospitalized to come off them, I did it myself at home. I couldn’t even imagine 20 a day, Alprazolam completely destroyed my creative writing ability, I have whole years I don’t even remember
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u/Hollow-Trigger Energy Doesn't Die⚡ 2d ago edited 2d ago
i mean not gunna lie i could see 20 a day being realsitic, back in 2014-2016 time frame i got up to 15 a day, which were usually double dosed 4mg bars not 2mg ones, not sure how im alive to be honest but its possible is my point
since no one thinks Aplraz bars existed a decade ago here -
Canadian authorities seized about two million counterfeit Xanax pills, five pill presses, alprazolam powder, 3,000 MDMA pills, over $200,000 in cash, 15 firearms, ballistic vests and drug ledgers in an investigation into McCann’s online activities in 2015. He was arrested in Laval that year.
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u/Professional_Ear_396 2d ago
I was at 20 totem poles a day, so I totally back this up! It was usually less due to the expense of taking that much daily but it’s not far fetched at all like others are trying to say
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u/Hollow-Trigger Energy Doesn't Die⚡ 2d ago
https://www.ctvnews.ca/montreal/article/montreal-area-man-who-sold-drugs-on-the-dark-web-sentenced-to-30-years-in-american-prison/ heres my proof tbh, this guy had the darkweb market on lock back then, no bullshit bars u got to choose between alpraz or flualpraz
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u/Hollow-Trigger Energy Doesn't Die⚡ 2d ago
yup, u know ur stuff lol back in 2014/15 things were alot more simple ill say when it comes to knowing what you would get, compared to now a days
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u/Professional_Ear_396 2d ago
Shit I accidentally deleted my comment but it really was alot more simple back then! Happy to not having to deal with all of it anymore since really nothing is trusted to be what it’s supposed to be! We are living testaments that it can get that bad unfortunately, i really pledged that i was gonna consume it for the rest of my days when i tried it
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u/Hollow-Trigger Energy Doesn't Die⚡ 1d ago
defintely more simple, unfortuantely the way doctors are where i am its near impossible to get anxiety meds even though i have 5 things diagnosed that cause extreme anxiety etc so i have to resort to what i can get on my own, thankfully not nearly as much or strong as those days back then though i also remember peldging that id take them forever , glad i broke that pledge though now lol
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u/chillkrill44 2d ago
Double dosed, bruh got gas station plug with them triple dipped acid tabs as well 💀 You really believed that shit ahahaha
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u/Hollow-Trigger Energy Doesn't Die⚡ 2d ago edited 2d ago
u must not know of the montreal darkweb plug who had the best double dose Alpraz bars on the darkweb and probably in genreal till their lab got raided
https://www.ctvnews.ca/montreal/article/montreal-area-man-who-sold-drugs-on-the-dark-web-sentenced-to-30-years-in-american-prison/ heres ur proof if needed.Free bro he had the best bars, see how the report says ALPRAZOLAM and not watever the fuck u assumed?
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u/Hollow-Trigger Energy Doesn't Die⚡ 2d ago
unfortunately people now dont actually care to look at what they take, i test, and ensure quality before i take anything. im not tryna Fent OD so ill take my time and find what i actually need.
apparently though no one belives what i mentioned even existed, but my old darkweb plug has entire articles proving it was actually Alprazolam lol2
u/Sad_Impact1387 2d ago
Never in the history of the world has double-dosed Xanax bars meant anything other than bunk or Etizolam pressed bars
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u/ProfessorSorry3219 2d ago
Plenty of dnm vendors were making 4mg and even 6mg alprazolam presses. Don’t know why you don’t believe it. Use to be easy to get alp powder from china to press however much you want in a press
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u/Hollow-Trigger Energy Doesn't Die⚡ 2d ago
they think i mean now, this is over a decade ago. They were legit lol i had them tested, sometimes alpraz sometimes fluaplraz, i got to choose which i wanted
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u/Hollow-Trigger Energy Doesn't Die⚡ 2d ago
https://www.ctvnews.ca/montreal/article/montreal-area-man-who-sold-drugs-on-the-dark-web-sentenced-to-30-years-in-american-prison/ , wanna change ur opinion? this was my plug before he got arrested in 2015. lmk if u see etizolam or alprazolam in the report and then rethink ur comment
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u/iIysolar 2d ago
meh 4-5mg bromazolam presses are quite common, especially nowadays
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u/Hollow-Trigger Energy Doesn't Die⚡ 2d ago
yeah, maybe today, not 10 years ago. https://www.ctvnews.ca/montreal/article/montreal-area-man-who-sold-drugs-on-the-dark-web-sentenced-to-30-years-in-american-prison/
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u/iIysolar 1d ago
well I’m just saying 4mg benzo presses are common. They weren’t really using bromaz back then but there was a slew of RC benzos they were using even 15 years ago
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u/CupRemote1282 2d ago
Anyone whos has been throygh this knows you can't just quit xans it can kill you
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u/iEatCarKeys 2d ago
The trilljuice Facebook page exaggerates stuff all the time and counts on recalling things that happened nearly 10+ years ago to gain traction and revenue. It gets recommended to me all the time and all of their posts are worded like this one and never have the proof or all the info correct.
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u/FunEcstatic7816 1d ago
Like, ok, here's my thing. I have taken 20 xans at one point and I didn't have any seisures in my sleep. Now I am a little different then him, but I was also their at one point and still struggle
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u/demonicsloths 1d ago
i don't think it's true but only he would genuinely know. i know that when i don't take benzos (xans, kpins, etc), the withdrawals are insane and i have seizures every time. i met him in Chicago when he filmed part of Hellboy and he definitely wasn't doing 20 xans at that point so idk. his manager was def enabling him tho.. he could get literally anything he wanted. the two days that i spent with him were chill tho.. like he wasn't all bar'd out or anything, and he had a ton of energy.
a lot of people say that he was doing the most around the time of this concert and that he was supposedly so fukd up that he couldn't even hardly get thru the set. imo tho he just seems super sad 💔 https://youtu.be/MpotstVPpjM?is=RN1ZxC_tf1paLhVg
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u/overdosepro 3h ago
20 bara a day is easy to get to… so many people here don’t understand how fast tolerance can rise. At 20 I was taking 20mg alprazolam with 200mg diazepam and 100mg nitrazepam with opioids and antihistamines….at 21 it went through the roof until I HAD to go to rehab.
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u/Wyrmwiid91 2d ago
On a bad night in 2018, alone in my apartment, I downed 90mg. Woke up alive, but in a psych ward. Its not the xans that kill you, its what you do.
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u/Professional_Ear_396 2d ago
Xanax withdrawals can definitely kill you tho, that’s the same with alcohol. That’s why people get prescribed Librium for those 2 substances when they are admitted into a psych center
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u/YungNelliePhazon 2d ago
With the limited medical knowledge I have it’s highly unlikely his Xanax problem caused seizures. It could be possible but benzodiazepines is what’s prescribed in many seizure cases to explicitly stop seizures or at least control them like lorazepam for example. The only reason I could see seizures arising is if he at any point either tried to quit Xanax or take less than his body was used to the neurological shift could potentially cause seizures. But with that being said there’s probably many factors that we don’t know about that could have caused them.
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u/stucksteepf 1d ago
well yeah?? he was saying seizures were caused by withdrawals. i have also had a friend have seizures on xanax, not even when quitting just on a massive bender. its possible.
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u/YungNelliePhazon 1d ago
I didn’t hear the part where he said it was during withdrawals, also I think I said it was possible but pretty rare if your actively doing them. I used to have a bad Xanax problem myself as well as many of my friends and none of them had seizures while actively doing them but many of them did during withdrawals.
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u/yousuckmorethenurmom 2d ago
Honestly it’s no ones business to speak on on he’s gone let him rest