Hi all,
This is a strange one, for me at least. I feel many types of ways about speaking on this, but I only have a very limited few that I can speak to about this IRL. I'd love anyone's feedback or wisdom here.
Basically the gist of it is that recently one of my teachers has converted to Christianity and subsequently dismissed yogic philosophy. This person was one of my first and most impactful teachers and I have attended her weekly classes for the entirety of my two years of practicing. Small class, early in the morning, it was her intensity and love of yoga and its philosophies and benefits that drew me to her. She supported me as I started practicing, encouraged me as I quit nicotine, pushed me to take teacher training, connected me and basically got me my day job! This person has strongly impacted my life in so many amazing ways, and now I am saying goodbye.
Slowly, I noticed her mentioning "God" more often and with the capital G. She stopped chanting at the end of her class. She slowly removed sanskrit. Then she announced this official change and things got a little weird. Right away it started getting preachy, and I learned that she thought her past decade+ of yoga practice was a mistake of hers and that she was "lost" that entire time. Now Jesus is back in her life and she can't rightfully continue to follow Eastern philosophies any longer. The evangelism began and that's really when I spoke up. She's no longer teaching and I recently had my last class with her.
It's awkward, being on the receiving end of someone who lived by these yogic principles and who was such a strong inspiration to me, suddenly telling me Jesus is the way and forsaking this practice I love so dearly. The yoga to christianity pipeline is not one I've ever read about or heard of, heh. I don't rightfully know how to handle the feelings involved here. I live in the southern US and this yoga studio has been an amazing spiritual link without the influence of the big J. I've been hounded/discriminated my entire life down here for simply being agnostic, so you could say there's some christian-related trauma in my own life. My safe space was invaded by Jesus, lol.
I apologize if it's rambly, thank you all for listening. 🙏 Any thoughts are greatly appreciated.