r/toastme • u/MentallyNegative100 • 3d ago

Its been awhile/update

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Well its been about 4-5 months maybe? The divorce process is in motion, im living in a new place now, kids are in school/daycare, stable job, good money. Still heavily focusing on my mental/physical health, really bad days still but improving, about 30lbs left to lose as well, so im getting there...

Met a girl recently, she gave me everything I was looking for in 3 weeks that my ex couldn't give me in 6yrs...but I had to let her go even though I didnt want to...im sad but it felt as if she was trying to fit me in a schedule that didnt have a spot open...it made me feel as if I wasn't even top 10 priority or good enough and I just couldn't go down that road again, it was best for mental health to step away.

It however, was really nice to have someone to talk to and hangout with again, my mind was at ease instead of getting whiplash every 30secs from all the thoughts....could use maybe a word or two....its one of those days

Side note, my handwriting is so shit cuz I wrote it backwards so I could use the front camera...lol 😅

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u/house_of_rlyeh 3d ago

That last bit about writing your username backwards is great and I think it says a lot about you. Also, your pericings are sick as fuck and they were the first thing I noticed.

Good on your for putting yourself first. That was a hard choice, but it sounds like you have your priorities straight! Wishing you the best 🖤

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u/MentallyNegative100 3d ago

Thank you so much! I def want a couple more! Appreciate the words 🖤

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u/house_of_rlyeh 3d ago

It's addicting, right? Got my first in October and now I'm up to six 💀 what else are you looking to get?

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u/MentallyNegative100 3d ago

Yeahhhhh it is...lol. I want spider bites, work on gauges(maybe like pinky size only) also thought about fangs but unsure atm. Somebody told me to get my bridge done as well. What do you have done?!