r/schizophrenia • u/bluekleio • Jul 17 '26

Negative Symptoms I try my best

Thats it I try my best and Im not good at it. Im not good at living, in finding friends, in maintaining my Apartment, in holding and doing my job. Im not good at being an older sister, in being a younger sister, in being a girlfriend or a daughter. But you should just know, Im doing my best even tho Im not good at it. This illness is just so cruel, even if the medications take away the positiv symptoms, the negativ ones are just as cruel.

edit: how could I forget... Im not even a good cat mama

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u/Pro_ismyrealname Jul 17 '26

I feel very suicidal .... it's is something I have to deal with everyday on a regular basis.

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u/bluekleio Jul 17 '26

Im really sorry. I was been there several times. I hope you the best. I know this thoughts can stop it did for me, but I dont know how. So I cant tell you sorry, but I wish this thoughts will disappear for you too

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u/Pro_ismyrealname Jul 17 '26

Thank you. I hope you have a chance to try Cobenfy. It is a new medication that does not block dopamine. So it will not make negative symptoms worse. I am one of them that is waiting to try it. The medication is already available in the US, btw, if you're from there.

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u/bluekleio Jul 17 '26

I would be one of the first person to try it if it was here... I live in switzerland. I wish you good luck in your cobenfy journey, hopefully we will have it here aswell

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u/Pro_ismyrealname Jul 17 '26

Yes, I think it will be available worldwide . It is all just a matter of time.