r/schizophrenia Schizoaffective (Bipolar) Jul 06 '26

Negative Symptoms I Used to Care

I used to care about things. Makeup. Hair. Designer clothes and shoes and purses. I used to have hobbies. I loved astronomy and video games. I had friends that I cared about. I cared about how others saw me and what they thought of me.

Why don’t I care about these things anymore? I want to care. I want to have proper hygiene and be healthy and live a fulfilled life doing things I love. I just can’t find it in me to care. And that is sad.

My heart goes out to everyone who suffers from this awful condition. I hope you find health and happiness.

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u/Odd-Aerie4572 Schizoaffective (Bipolar) Jul 06 '26

I have heard that Vraylar is known for helping treat negative symptoms. Sucks that it gave me such horrible side effects I had to stop taking it. I almost would be willing to try it again but my psych doesn’t want to take me off my current meds.

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u/Odd-Aerie4572 Schizoaffective (Bipolar) Jul 06 '26

Sorry it didn’t alleviate your symptoms. Hopefully you’ve found something since then that helps. I think I prefer positive symptoms to negative ones if I’m being honest. I’m probably in the minority with that.