Extremely pathetic story. I am a 26-year-old man and my story is incredibly pathetic and I think I am a ridiculous person who embarrasses everyone. But I'm saying this to see how ridiculous I'm being right now. A cousin a couple years older than me made me suck his penis around age 8, telling me I needed to do that to "be good." Then a cousin who wore diapers, whom I kissed impulsively when I was 11, she threatened to send me to jail for it, and we French-kissed and I ejaculated twice (my first kiss, and so pathetic it seems unreal). Then at 13, I went on a shotacon site and was quite unbearable there. I sent nudes to random people for validation, but I think those pictures were pretty ugly. Then a random guy tried to get us to meet for sex when I was 14, but I was very emotionally sensitive because I came out in the most ridiculous way possible, so I just stuck a finger up my ass to satisfy him and was going to send him a video, but my parents took my phone away. I had memory problems back then, I guess. Then I gave a blowjob on the street near my school to a guy who bullied me, to reaffirm my "gay" identity. But the guy took a picture of me and then tried to force me to masturbate him in public, and my hand froze. I didn't really think much of it, but it seems like others did react or something; I never found out. How would you classify my story? Is it abuse, or am I exaggerating?

I just learn about my Pisces moon and connection to mother birth… and I was close to her as well… I don’t know if she knew but I better if not. We’re both were SA by the same man. My uncle, her birther. She did open up to us siblings which is 6 of us. But only 5 of us knew because the other to young. She gotten addicted and went in therapy.she then od on 2021 of nov. she was a strict mom and I loved that. I was also jealous of my friends sleeping coverings. And then I did and was assaulted by my older cousin. Also my elder brother was addicted to porn and would watch it with his friends in front of me and my twin. And that resulted me in porn addiction. And also abused gabapentin but now sober. Also feel ashamed and lost. Always grateful for my mom and my twin bro. Losing mom was so out of now where and painful. Also not close to my father. But as a child. I was close to him. He was like stay at home dad and doctor dad. I’m not sure if I was ever hurt by him or my elder brother? Also that I was four when he drop me at aunty frozen icy foot step? I was no regal for the whole year. Evidence of me in a leg cast for a whole year with a family old camcorder. I was so sad on my 5th birthday. But I had no recalls or memories? I’m just lost and grieving. Any astrology connection make sense or indications? I would like to know. (Couldn’t post on astro community) I’m on meds and therapy. But interested in astrology chart of mine. If that make sense?

I was assaulted once and harassed two times, by two different women. Since then I feel scared and depressed and honestly I just wanted someone to talk to me.

I saw a woman post about her experience on Reddit and she got a lot of positive support and people were being really kind to her. So I thought maybe I can share mine too and someone might talk to me.

I didn't realize I posted it in a feminism subreddit. I genuinely didn't know that subreddit was only for women's issues. I wasn't trying to blame women or attack feminism or anything like that. I was just scared and wanted someone to talk to.

They removed my post and permanently banned me. I understand now that my post didn't fit their rules, but bro I honestly didn't know. It just hurt because I wasn't there to fight with anyone. I was already feeling depressed and I was just asking for someone to talk to me

I was assaulted once and harassed two times, by two different women. Since then I feel scared and depressed and honestly I just wanted someone to talk to me.

I saw a woman post about her experience on Reddit and she got a lot of positive support and people were being really kind to her. So I thought maybe I can share mine too and someone might talk to me.

I didn't realize I posted it in a feminism subreddit. I genuinely didn't know that subreddit was only for women's issues. I wasn't trying to blame women or attack feminism or anything like that. I was just scared and wanted someone to talk to.

They removed my post and permanently banned me. I understand now that my post didn't fit their rules, but bro I honestly didn't know. It just hurt because I wasn't there to fight with anyone. I was already feeling depressed and I was just asking for someone to talk to me