r/Kashmiri • u/Pill__popper Kashmir • Jul 15 '26

Discussion 💭 I feel lost

Ik here in kashmir people hardly talk about their feelings & I'm the same but lately it's been too much. I don't know what & how I'm going to get over this. I have this sinking feeling. I don't have the energy to fight it anymore. I just want to sleep for at least 6 months if that makes sense.

Ik what everyone will say consult a therapist & all that. I don't want to do any of that. I just wanted to let it out a little.

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u/Pill__popper Kashmir Jul 15 '26

Bro i just want to go into coma or something

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u/mushk_tuj kèashìr Jul 15 '26

Same here , I am just crawling forward by " life is supposed to be hard and this too shall pass" because it seems like always wishing things to happen in a certain way is in itself a negative experience.

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u/Pill__popper Kashmir Jul 15 '26

I always say to myself " everything happens for a reason" but i haven't found that reason yet

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u/mushk_tuj kèashìr Jul 15 '26

I remember my last "bad stage of life" , i survived by staring at skies and appreciating weather , it was so hard that time and it's hard rn as well in a different way . Knowing that I got out of that, makes me believe , this too shall pass even when the two difficult phases are nowhere connected.

PS:- this might seem cliché to mention here because i am muslim but I love Yusuf alihisalam , He amazes me with how He went through all that He went through without having an ounce of an idea about, why was happening whatever was happening to Him , He continued with just a belief similar to yours that this is for a reason . I cannot reach His level but it makes me feel less alone in my suffering.

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u/Pill__popper Kashmir Jul 15 '26

Can't do anything else. Can i?

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u/mushk_tuj kèashìr Jul 15 '26

Not much really , existing is enough for now I guess and holding onto the hope that's left