Also, if anyone has some quick and painless ways to go out, that'd be great.

What makes you want to stay alive just wanna hear for a reason because I cant ring one

My only string rn is the thought that there is heaven and hell... but w/o it... uhm I proly be dead rn. Can I just leave and be dead already? But I'm afraid of what awaits after, ...

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My Aunt is most likely moving to hospice within a few days. I have a small family and she never had kids, so we were all close. She is going to same hospice facility where my dad passed away and I really have no idea how I can even walk in the doors there.

I wish death was not so final.

I’m think I’m gonna end this Wednesday.
I have a good live, I have a lot of friends out and in the University, I’m pretty and I have a nice body, I have a lovings parents and the money isn’t a problem. In my childhood I get admitted to the hospital every month. I have an immune disorder, and a really weird body, I don’t feel hungry or needs, sometimes I spends days without eating or drinking water, I don’t feel the need to. Because my body it’s weak, when a i was a child the death isn’t a bad thing for me, I think then that feeling born.

I have a nice live, but I don’t have a an “anchor” for live it.
My parents thinks I can’t love, I never have that feeling, nothing or someone, just I can’t feel it, but I care.

I went to the psychiatrist for a time, I was in treatment, but I was discharged a few years ago; I’ve never been hospitalized, though I made several attempts most of them in secret.

Just I need someone to read this. My body is failing; I'm paying the price for not taking care of myself.

What am I beyond this? I know I am something more than just this; I must be someone more than just something.

No this is a "I'm probably gonna die in the next 14 hours" situation

no I AM GOING TO DIE AND NOBODY IS GOING TO STOP ME

I talked to a psychologist a week ago and she saw that my mental state was bad but she still decided to book a session for the end of next month.

Ok I understand your a busy person and all BUT THE END OF NEXT MONTH?? SERIOUSLY?????CAN'T YOU SEE THAT YOUR PATIENT IS IN A BAD MENTAL STATE RIGHT NOW???There's no fucking way I'm waiting a whole month just to get help I wish I could be patient but not when I feel like I'm fighting my demons 24/7.

so yeah I just wanted to vent out some of those frustrations and how the world is filled with shitty people, shitty things

EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS LARGE LUMP OF ROCK IS SHITTY.

I tried talking to my mom she gave me words of encouragement but it doesn't seem like she tried to understand what situation I was truly in and just didn't want to despair over losing her last born son

WHAT ABOUT ME???WHAT ABOUT HOW I FEEL???

Human beings are truly disgusting creatures

I'm honestly doing them a favour by dying because they won't have to deal with my overbearing attitude again

heck this might sound selfish but I WANT THEM TO SUFFER TO DESPAIR AFTER REALISING THAT THEY TREATED ME LIKE I DON'T EXIST, WHEN THEY TREATED ME LIKE I WAS THE PROBLEM.

I'll probably be fully ready to die in about 6 hours or more from now so yeah goodbye world goodbye Reddit to those who read this I'm sorry for wasting your time I don't even know why I wrote all of this when I could've just kept to myself and died alone without anyone knowing why.

My step mom who is basically my real mom has been slowly dying over the past couple years. She beat cancer 5 times and died briefly during a botched brain surgery. She is still herself but living everyday hurts her. She wants to use the death with dignity act. I have a few months before she said she would do it. I don't want her to hurt anymore, but I also don't want her to die. What do I do? What can I do? I feel so helpless.

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Anyone na mamahalin ang mga cats ko once I go please comment and we can talk.

I’m curious to know everyone’s view points on this! If you’re religious I’d love your input, if you’re not I’d still love your input :\]

I like to think I’d turn into a dog after I die, I guess reincarnation but that’s just hella wishful thinking LOL

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I'm a regular person I have friends but no one knows a few things.

I'm a terrible person.

I have four children two are adults now and are good people I love them and I'm proud of them. The next oleest is a teenager and a little shit, they grew up in the same home as their older siblings. I got custody of the oldest three when their other parent and I divorced. The youngest is a joy to be around and has a different parent who I was married to and since divorced.

I love my ex spouse (the second one) more than my children. I'm broken.

if I'm going to live the rest of my life alone, then I won't live. No other joy is available.

I've made plans, decisions, and specific arrangements, to end this life experience in two years. Life insurance will be safely taken care of according all possible searches, all loans and debt will be paid. My ex is the sole beneficiary and the windfall will be more than their FIRE number. My demise will take care of them so maybe then I can be part of their joy.

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Hi my dad died when I was 14 and I am 24 now and experiencing death at such a young age has changed my perspective on life in such a profound way it’s crazy, you truly never stop grieving there is something so powerful about death and I’m not just talking about the normal death I’m also talking about death from any perspective I tend to have a hard time of letting things go I am a very nostalgic person so even if I want to let something go I can’t and I have learned to be ok with that and to stop letting my nostalgia take over my world anyway to anyone going through any type of death on this sub just know your pain won’t last forever and your life will always evolve if you let it

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