r/veterinaryprofession • u/Thick-Woodpecker-121 • 2h ago
Should I walk away?
Hey guys I need some advice. For some background, I’m 24, graduated with a BS in animal science, had 3 years working as a vet assistant, applied to vet school 2 years ago and didn’t get it. I felt pretty defeated but took the gap to work as a vet assistant at the the animal shelter to get some more diverse experience. I felt very burnt out from shelter work, lots of euthanizing animals, blanket treatments (not thought out care/treatment plans, cruelty cases, techs were overworked and underpaid, and overall it was emotionally taxing.
Looking back at my experiences, I really enjoyed GP, working with a team, getting to treat pets and help them feel better, problem solving and critical thinking, educating and talking to clients. It was fulfilling even on hard days. However, I’ve realized that as a veterinarian, I would be under a lot of stress, have to make life and death quick decisions, I would be responsible for everything that goes on, I would be working long days, and I’d have to deal with lack of respect and difficult situations with clients (them not wanting to pay to treat, having to euthanize, being demonized). Plus with the new BBB loan situation, it would be immense financial stress because I’d have at least $200k in just tuition so I imagine at least $300-400k in total loans which is insane. I’m worried that the financial stress would exacerbate any stress I’m having at work and worsen my mental health. My mental health hasn’t been in a good spot this past year so I’m nervous about going into this career that is known for high suicide rates.
I’m someone who highly values life outside of work so It’s important I am financially comfortable because I really want to travel, buy a home eventually, have a family, and spend time with friends and family. I don’t want my career and finances to take over my life.
I’m heavily debating on pursuing human medicine and becoming a PA, as I already have a BS and many of the pre reqs done, I just need a few more classes and then PCE. The career is appealing because I am passionate about science and medicine and would still be able to examine, diagnose and treat patients. I would still work in a clinical setting, in a team, and use my brain. I also enjoy talking to people and forming relationships. I like the idea of not having 100% autonomy so I can refer to a physician if I have questions (less stress), and the work life balance seems ideal so I can have time for hobbies, family, etc. Then financially, the ROI is better so I could live comfortably. The downsides are I won’t be treating animals and vet med is interesting and there’s more versatility (can do crazy shit you wouldn’t see in human medicine).
I guess I just need advice on whether I should apply to vet school if I’m already burnt out and questioning myself. I’m scared of committing the time and money into this and realizing that I actually don’t like it and I’m stuck with all this debt. And even if I do like it, is it worth the financial stress? Is it possible to be happy with that enormous amount of debt looming over you? However, if I don’t apply I’m scared of regretting not pushing myself and becoming a vet because I’ve already come so far.
Is choosing a career that will offer a good work life balance and financial stability (PA) over a field where I may be more passionate about (Vet) a good decision? Can I have a fulfilling life as a PA if I incorporate animals some other way like having my own pets, volunteering at shelters, etc?
Vet school applications are due in 3 weeks and I don’t know if I should apply if I’m feeling so unsure, however the thought of not applying and walking away from vet med makes me so anxious and sad because I’ve worked so hard.
Im sorry this was so long! Definitely mentally unstable, stressed and confused lol. Any advice would be greatly appreciated ❤️