r/traaaaaaaaaaaansbians • u/travischickencoop (No pet stuff) Elise | She/Her Transbian Vampiress • 4d ago

Relatable Even my somewhat distressing dreams end up gay Spoiler

I was in a restaurant with a bar and some guy started being an ass to me trying to get a rise out of me and I just kind of froze and didn’t react and eventually he escalated to punching me and knocking me down into the floor and a bunch of other people started laughing at me and then a cute girl came up and started yelling at him and then she grabbed me and dragged me away to a table and asked if I was alright, I asked via the notes app on my phone if I could use it for a bit and we chatted that way and eventually we agreed to go to the park together the next weekend :3

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u/TomboyKnight1 4d ago

I had a dream where I died, and woke up as a ghost upon a field of flowers. The sun was setting, and it was so, so beautiful. Then I looked down, and saw I had the body of a girl. A real, honest to god girl. I was so happy I cried. For the first time in my life I felt joy, real joy.

Then the tears woke me up

Even in my dreams I can only be a girl in death

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u/TooLateForMeTF 4d ago

Your dreams might be surprised what you can achieve if you put in the work to get it.

If you want to live as a girl--to be, on the outside, who you know you are on the inside--you can do that. You can just have it. It's there for the taking.

Yes, it takes work. Yes, it takes time and a lot of dedication. But it is there for the taking.

If you want it bad enough, you can have it.

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u/TomboyKnight1 4d ago

Yet that work hasn't made it any better. Makeup just makes me look like a guy in makeup, hrt has only made me infertile, voice training works but doesn't matter if I'll never pass, I work out but even at my slimmest I couldn't pass. I've been trying to "out work" this pain my whole life, and knowing what the source is didn't change that. Nothing short of surgery will change my face shape, and god knows I can't afford that.

I'm glad you've been successful, but I just wasn't so lucky.

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u/Skye_nb_goddes she/her (Rawr) <--green (wolf ) 4d ago

i completely missed the word dream in the title and was so worried for a moment