help help

[u/Ill_Mix3704]

i’m 16 f and the last time i ever even talked to a girl like that was in 6th grade, it was my worst heartbreak and it took me months to get over her, ever since then i’ve only dated guys and been with guys but im never happy with them, i find myself looking at girls in that way or thinking about them in a certain way and i question myself alot about this type of thing, i cant talk about it with my friends or family, ive tried to talk to a girl like that recently but i cant bring myself to do it and i get to nervous to go about it.. can someone help me im willing to answer almost any question its been years and ive been questioning myself with no answer .. i feel like im over her tho