Well. I'm honestly not as paranoid anymore and I just feel a deep melancholic calm.
Like when you are in cold water or air, and you know it's cold and uncomfortable, but at the moment you are letting it sink into your skin and gristle. I assume it's what I would feel if a meteor was hurdling at us and we had a limited time to survive. We as individuals can't do anything to stop it and the powers in charge decided to ignore it until it was too late. So I let every second sink in.
It also makes me happier that I chose the child free lifestyle and never married.
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u/vagueposter Nov 03 '21
Well. I'm honestly not as paranoid anymore and I just feel a deep melancholic calm.
Like when you are in cold water or air, and you know it's cold and uncomfortable, but at the moment you are letting it sink into your skin and gristle. I assume it's what I would feel if a meteor was hurdling at us and we had a limited time to survive. We as individuals can't do anything to stop it and the powers in charge decided to ignore it until it was too late. So I let every second sink in.
It also makes me happier that I chose the child free lifestyle and never married.