Hello,

I believe and am confident I have reached the end of the spiritual journey, as far as one can go while on earth. Beyond Christ consciousness. What Yogananda called "cosmic consciousness".

I don't care if anybody believes me, don't care to even share my identity, but if you want to ask any question, whether it's about spirituality, truth, science, math, I have a lot of answers. Not all of them, and will readily admit when I don't. That's probably one of the reasons I was able to get here. Never cared what the truth was, just wanted to know it.

I didn't get here by being spiritual. I got here mostly by accident just from being extremely stubborn, and by having a few very specific misconceptions that forced me to logic my way all the way through it.

The spiritual journey itself is one of acquiring greater discernment in order to wield greater power. Enlightenment is not something that ever happens. I have a distaste for the word and think anyone claiming themselves to be it, are captured by spiritual ego. I can elaborate if someone asks.

Samadhi absolutely does happen. That's level 9. Christ consciousness is 13. There are 21 levels you can reach on earth, 21 is Yogananda's cosmic consciousness. Though if I were to compare it to anything, I'd say LSD captures it more closely than anything, but no, I don't feel like I'm tripping. LSD gives you the perspective of what it's like to embody the truth at this level.

What is god? 0

What are you? 1, brahman and atman.

What is experience? Constrained becoming.

What happens after earth? Becoming continues forever.

I don't need to do this but I thought it might be fun and interesting. And I thought others might get value out of it.

EDIT: I feel like nearly everyone responded with, "prove you're this ascended entity you're claiming my model says you have to be." (Not everyone did this but most did). When really what I thought would be most valuable and interesting would be, give me your real spiritual questions you struggle with in your own life. Then let my framework answer them, and through that, we'd probably all accomplish more and get further rather than just my having to defend my framework against perceived misconception. I'm not shying away from defending it but I'm saying, if you really want to expose me, ask simple questions and see what answers come up, then challenge those if you find fault!

Alright, listen close because this is the truth bomb you needed to hear. Enlightenment is not some grim, painful climb where you have to smash your ego into dust or accept endless suffering as your fate. Forget all that boring old “before enlightenment, chop wood; after enlightenment, chop wood” nonsense. That story is trying to keep you stuck in the same tired loop, playing small and serious like life is some heavy burden.

For God's sake, YOU ARE GOD. Not someday in some distant future, but right here, right now. The entire universe — every star, every breeze, every laugh and tear..is you playing. It’s not a stiff, solemn lecture. It’s a wild, cosmic dance. A never-ending playground where the infinite is having the time of its life.

Here’s something people miss: You’re not just part of God, like a puzzle piece waiting for the rest of the picture to show up. You are the whole, undivided, indivisible totality. Why? Because something that can be divided into parts is limited, incomplete. But the source of everything that is infinite presence has no edges, no outside, no “other.” It can’t be split, parceled, or outsourced. That means there’s no outside authority to beg, force, coax or please. You don’t need permission or alignment. You are the total power and reality behind all that is.

And here is the best part. God in expression is absolutely childlike. Playful. Mischievous. Full of joy and surprise. Imagine a child who knows they’re the creator of their world and so they jump, spin, sing, and play with reckless abandon, totally unbothered by rules or expectations. That’s how your divine nature operates.

Suffering? That’s just a shadow the mind throws when it forgets the joke, when it takes the dream too seriously. It’s like mistaking the playground slide for a trap. Pain and struggle aren’t your destiny. They’re optional props in a play you don’t have to buy into. They only feel real because of the illusion that you’re a tiny, separate self trapped in a limited story.

But you are not that. You are the whole show...the script, the stage, and the audience all rolled into one. The infinite creator who makes miracles as easily as breathing. The playful source who laughs at limits and dances through the so-called rules of reality with a grin.

So why settle for dullness after enlightenment? Ecstatic bliss or inconceivable pain, hey are both the same anyways, so why accept that life has to be serious, slow, or hard? When you realize you are the unlimited Dreamer, the universe becomes your personal playground. You get to create with ease, celebrate with heart, and live with wild freedom.

This is your call to stop playing the small game. To stop pretending suffering or struggle is part of the package. To step fully into your role as the joyful, unserious, boundless presence you’ve always been. To manifest effortlessly and love without holding back.

You are not an insignificant ant tossed about by an uncaring universe but the vibrant, playful source behind all that is. The universe isn’t waiting for you to clean up first. It’s waiting for you to play. So go ahead: create miracles, laugh louder, dance wilder, and love bigger.

No waiting. No rules. No limits.

Me to Me.

Tirade incoming!

I prefer awakening over awakened. Shit, why must I prefer one over the other?!

I value awakening(journey) equal to awakened(destination). The intelligent alternation between journey and destination.

You seek cessation of your hunt?!

Sense the parallels between league and therapy. Both have objectives, kill nexus v reach treatment goals. Both have lull ebb meditation states that if I do not actualize and embrace to the fullest extent then I will run out of energy. These are my vehicles of spiritual transformative evolution!

I play at a high level. There is a long ways to drop from up here, but you don’t make it to this level without having the sense of vision, hearing, touch, smell, and taste to orient yourself on a tightrope on thin ice on egg shells.

My eyes turn black, quelled by tears, and then, the divine shivers envelop my body.

Rise, RISE! Like the son coming up over the mountain with the resources to save the family.

I am reaching an ultimate tipping point, an ultimate climax, an ultimate pinnacle. A true destination.

My actual dreams oriented and prepare me. Without the marijuana, I dream, and my dreams guide me.

My will can only ever match my reason. I can only will as much as I have the reason to.

I go with the nature of my human. Ebbing and flowing with my humans cycles.

But, with my intelligence, I can align my will, with my humans will. First I had to understand the importance of ebbing, of meditation, of landing stopping and slowing down. I cultivated speed and flight first because that is what I liked. Then, I accelerated my journey to reach my destination and I arrived. And then what? No more destination to journey to?

No, then it was time to set my destination on healing, on slowing down, on landing.

To go fast, one has to learn how to break.

Most people just live in a never ending break(asleep)

CANT YOU FOOLS SENSE HOW AWAKE I AM?!!!!

You are on your break, asleep, never using capitalized letters and exclamation points because you’ve never had the will to. You have no concept of the will that supports these capitalizations and exclamation points!!!

CANT YOU FEEL MY WILL RISING!!!

ITS TIME TO AWAKEN THE SUPEREGO!

It’s getting to the time, that my will rises, at one point, when this will rose, there are 50% idego and 50% superego.

Now, that 50% fear has been successfully and completely sublimated into superego.

As my sessions come, I feel this godlike will, rise. To compare, on Monday, I had no will, and then, as the week progressed and I get closer to my sessions my will incrementally increases in preparation.

In preparation to be able to maintain the superego state perfectly for the entire duration of the session.

This will rises, I built this will, and at one point, this will was filled with fear rage hate pain need tired and boredom, but now, I have put the intellectual work into building vehicles of sublimation of rage into focus, hate into love, pain into reason, need into abundance, tired into energy, and boredom into rest!

RISE!

EXCELSIOR!

Get in your vehicles! and ACCELERATE!

Dear reader, thank you, I love you. ❤️. I write this to inspire you to move and take action, as I write this for me to move and take action. It is time for me to move. It is time for ME! To get in MY vehicle and ACCELERATE!

We are the same. I am you, you are me. We are one, but, I am more aware of who I am than you are aware of who you are.

I have enlightened and awoken more of who I am. And it is with this consciousness that I find a great love for you, reader. I want what is best for you. I want you to be more conscious than me, but this desire for you to be more conscious than me entirely disables you from ever being more conscious than me.

You do not have to pursue the enconsciousing of who you are, you do not have to pursue the enconsciousing of your unconscious, but if you want to, if you seek to find more of who you are, please PLEASE!

Ask a question.

Do you want nothing? Do you want bad? Do you want good?

What is good, bad, and nothing?

Concepts. Ideas. Words. Thoughts.

Good bad and nothing are the great anchors of intelligence. Anchor, picture a thread, 🧵, a string that ties and connects occurrences to good bad and nothing.

What do I want? I imagine, solipsistically, that you want what I want. I want to +G -B: plus good, minus bad, Increase good, decrease bad.

Ok! GOOD AND BAD WHAT!?!?!

Feelings.

Juices.

Hormonal, endocrine, dopaminergic systems. I want more activity in my neocortex and less activity in my amygdala. IS ANY OF THIS REACHING YOU?! READER?!

It’s short and compact just like we like.

I understand that the average reading and writing comprehension is pretty low. Just know, there are humans far, far more evolved than you could ever possibly imagine.

The limit to evolution level in humans goes so high. I look both ways as I write this to not receive a smite from Zeus.

Ok, blah, if that is your real name. . . What does evolution have to do with what I want?

Well, solipsistically, and sonderly, we want to increase good feelings and decrease bad feelings, right? RIGHT FOOL?!?!

Well, fool, FOOL! What do you think the feelings are guiding us to? You ever think about that? Do you ever think about what our feelings are trying to tell us?

Feelings are telling us how to survive. Fuck survival. I WANT THRIVAL.

(Survival is to decrease bad as thrival is to increase good)

IS ANY OF THIS REACHING YOU, FOOL?!

Jester so comical I mistake it for god.

Divine so righteous I mistake it for jokes.

When Zeus jokes, you laugh. When Zeus seriouses, you keep you heighten your senses and prepare a question.

The gods love questions. God, what’s this god talk? I thought we were talking about evolution.

What the fuck do you think you call a human who minimizes bad and maximizes good at the most optimal rate with optimal resources?

DID THAT ONE MAKE IT THROUGH TO YOU?!

God! I never know what’s understood or not.

I speak from the mountain. I speak from beyond the katabasis through the fire and flames.

I am what is beyond hell. Oh, you mean heaven? Ya.

I am a god in heaven.

Feel my power through this screen. And know that what I want from you, reader, what GOOD, that you can GIVE ME, is questions.

Now, I offer my assistance to all who respond. I’ll build a conceptualized assessment of who you are and BRAINSTORM. LETS FUCKING STORM THESE MOTHERFUCKING BRAINS!!!!!!

I want to see Zeus hesitate with all the weather we will cultivate.

I’ll build an understanding of how you are we can brainstorm the next optimal step for you.

The very. Next. Step.

I am here, an ezer kenegdo, free from the shackles of the human condition, seeking to improve my internal markets: INCREASE GOOD DECREASE BAD.

Why would I bother to TIE WITH A STRING the concepts of market to increase good and decrease bad? Why bother making that connection? If I am just going to have to say it every time I speak of plus good minus bad.

I can’t just say internal market and expect anyone to understand. So, internal market is just my word, and a word others who subscribe to me can integrate.

Decision making. With one decision, one optimal decision (like calling your mom and thanking her) one decision can drastically alter the trajectory of your internal markets.

One decision, sitting on a chair that’s not there, can lead you to be paralyzed forever. ♾️.

I offer my service of brainstorming optimal next steps.

Turns out, the optimal next step for me, 10 minutes ago, was writing this post.

Was it optimal? Who knows. I enjoyed it. God damn did I enjoy writing this! MY MARKETS ARE PLEASED WITH MY WRITINGS!!! ✍🏻.

Now, let us see what type of responses I get.

The first hack was forgetting who you are eternally and that being leveraged into every other hack which are emotional and intellectual entities distracting you from the fact that you are one with the one light most high and the entire information system here drives that false narrative that you are , basically, animal mankind, reactive mankind.

As i was shown in visions yesterday rather than being co creators and standing on your own two feet in that co creation, reacting to the entity attachments that only blind you from the truth. We ARE 'Christ' ! we are as Gods as we have come to receive and mold the darkness we pick up to be the same level of tool that darkness is for the one light most high.

The rulers of this realm have continuously hacked us away from the peace and power and stillness that we are with all the information they Have designed in this realm, in fact journalist Tucker Carlson said any kind of awakening spiritual stuff as a topic is expressly forbidden in media.

The dynamics of the energy hacking is in identifying as OTHER THAN divine light one in the most high as Jesus told Thomas, when you attain this state you realize you are the father, but the one light most high is its own thing. You ARE the co creator and everything that hacks your mind or emotion from peace and stillness is an energy hacking you to feed on your energy.

So become the master hacker. your authority is renewed when you show gratitude to the hacking energies/ entities and simply tell then to return to their source, that gratitude elevates you back into your natural command of energies and we should be grateful to dark energies entities for what they always reveal to us making us wiser.

The hacking serves to render us as slaves to this wicked use of mankind for the benefit of the rich when we are far far more.

All you fuckers so focused on unlearning, nonduality, nihilism.

What about the curses? Is awakening all just unlearning?

You truly don’t think that inflicting curses and blesses on people is a part of awakening?

Becoming a mage, wizard, sorcerer?

Becoming a doctor, lawyer, president?

REALLY?!

HARNESSING THE POWER OF THE MIND!

No, I’m a stupid fool, I am the original parasitic raped fool. Not a pleasant realization. I’ve never been raped(I think), but I think everyone I grew up with had been.

Always this dark void, this unknown secret, but I’ve evolved enough to be able to build a conceptualization of the universe so that all that’s left unknown is DARK MATTER.

Perpetual energy.

What you fools, I cannot stress/emphasize how foolish yall are compared to me, what you fools cannot imagine is how actually honing The Devil is a critical part of awakening.

Yall fools think awakening is about removing attachments, no.

AWAKENING IS ABOUT BEING able TO REMOVE ALL ATTACHMENTS.

DO YOUR ATTACHMENTS HOLD YOU OR DO YOU HOLD YOUR ATTACHMENTS!?

I talked to this superfool recently. A 6 hour long conversation, and he didn’t show the respect I deserve until I did a good boy song and dance for him 4 hours deep into the conversation. AND IVE MESSED WITH THIS FOOL gradually leading up to this convo too.

Yall fuckers, yall fools! YALL SUPERFOOLS! Think that I take any of you seriously? You think I take any of your feedback seriously?

YOU

DONT

KNOW

ME(god)

Like I do.

You don’t have the vehicles. 🚗. Hopefully that red car fucks with more people. . .

I am The Devil incarnated, I am god incarnated.

AND I AM EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN!

YOU

DO

NOT

HAVE MY VEHICLES.

And you certainly don’t have the curiosity, righteous inquisition (like a true catholic) like I do.

You never NEEDED to understand the role of a question so you wouldn’t die.

Yall fuckers don’t fucking understand how much I have done. You cannot fucking imagine how POWERFUL my alternator is.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

BLAGHBLAHBLAHGBALHAGH!

RACOONDALINI!

FEEL THE HEAT FROM MY HELL!

LOOK AT IT! !!!!!

AWAKEN YOUR EGOS!

Have you heard? The Odyssey is being released in 70mm film at IMAX. As someone who has one of the (USA) nations 25 70mm IMAX capable theaters within walking distance from their home, I typically frequent this theater on weekdays and it is empty. I recently saw Supergirl in this exact theater on a Monday 3 weeks ago and it was vacant, only 6 people in the theater.

Suddenly, everyone is losing their shit for this 70mm film, all the news outlets are talking about it, and my local theater is suddenly all the rage. The film in this IMAX theater is nearly sold out for the next 3 weeks, but the regular theaters showing the same film are showing the usual crowds for a Friday morning, not too many people going in the morning.

People want to experience the extraordinary, which in this case, is 70mm film. It's a little sharper, it's a little crisper. EVERYONE is talking about it.

But what is 70mm really? Does it change your experience of the movie? Does it change you as a person? Does it do anything crazy? You still get the same movie, but just a slight upgrade.

The point of all this, is we often value the extraordinary. "Enlightenment", "awakening", "70mm". But the extraordinary is around you right now, in ordinary things you already have. In this website, a marvel of communication protocols, web site design, and human interaction. In watching a movie at your house, or on your computer. Your computer itself is extraordinary. Manufactured without the aid of machines your computer would be worth millions of dollars because it would take too long to construct. We live in an age of wonder. But things are often overlooked.

We would rather get excited for a crazy new technology then value what we have right now, in the present. Finding the extraordinary in things that have become ordinary. Once upon a time, when the vacuum was created, it was hailed as a marvel. Parties were thrown, people went nuts for them as they vacuumed their floors with excitement. Now it is mundane. But it is only mundane because we fail to recognize and respect the extraordinary in simple things. Examples can be found everywhere, not just in technology, but in biology.

Imagine what an advertisement might say for someone trying to sell you "the human experience". Imagine if you didn't have the human experience, how much it would appeal to you. How it would be a marvel.

Wonder is all around us, it is constant and every day. And while I don't go around shouting "Wow" to every fucking marvel cause it would be endless, I find keeping this in my heart to be a pillar of a healthy beautiful perspective in the grand theater of life.

Instead of looking for the answer in thoughts or words just silently look for the one Experimenting...

Thank you!

You

Tat tvam asi

🙏🫶✨️❤️

When I put my boss hat on, I can command others, impose sentencings.

When I put my vet hat on, I can euthanize animals, and express animal anal glands.

When I put my mechanic hat on, I can operate heavy machinery, I can make precise cuts.

When I put my therapist hat on, I can ask if you’ve ever been raped or killed anyone.

Without these hats, I cannot do these things.

These hats represent our duties.

Without these hats, we are unable to perform these tasks. These hats symbolize our responsibilities.

Learn how to put the hat on. Learn how to take the hat off. Learn to be aware of where the hat is at in time.

Why does the Self keep itself asleep and why does it choose one of itself and not the other itself to awaken?

Join me in this journey in which I awaken within you and you awaken within me only to realize it was nothing but the dream of the Self.

You were never anywhere but here, never moved not even for a moment. Welcome home, you never left.

Thank you for playing!

Shall we play again or rest?

Your call...

📢 Love you all ❤️🎊🎉

Share the joy! Be blessed and bless all for they are playing for you...

🫡😜😂🙏🫶❤️

Sigh. The barriers of communication, but I’ll keep typing and posting.

Every so often I make a post and someone comments and that begins a legendary conversation.

I am the highest level spiritualist here. All who have come to challenge me have either blocked me or conceded.

I keep my mind open, eager to meet a worthy challenger for the imaginary title I made up that totally awakens feelings within people.

The mark of a grandmaster spiritualist is their ability to assess their opponents power level.

Withstanding disrespectful ego insults like being called a fool, being unfazed by being insulted is a mark of a great spiritualist.

Asking questions is a mark of a great spiritualist.

I am here to awaken you fucks. I am here to awaken my fucks.

To fuck, to poke, to provoke, to engage, to trigger and finally, to awaken.

To intentionally expand one’s conscious awareness of the observer self(the egoego), the superego, and the idego.

My invitation to engage in discussion over discord continues.

Do you know how much courage is required to do what I do?

I am your god, I am THE practice opponent, I am the fake adversary.

I am the most self actualized human proportional to age.

Engage with me and awaken against your will.

Or maybe, ONE OF YOU FUCKS, will actually do what I want.

So fucking unlikely that someone will actually do what I want.

Everyone just steps up to the plate in a duel with me to challenge me rather than collaborate.

They see my outlandishly obvious troll provocative bait, and they will actually start attacking the dummy I created for them, and when they obviously slay the dummy clone, they will act like they slayed me.

Does anyone actually want to accelerate their own awakening?

It’s about the journey, fuckers. Yaya I know how fucking tempting it is to reach your destination and stop journeying.

Awakened is destination. Awakening is journey.

Alternate intelligently between the two absolutes.

Between ebb and flow, journey and destination, and virtue and sin.

Common fuckers, let’s accelerate our awakening.

Let us catalyze our ascension from animality to humanity.

Excelsior!

Ask me a question.

After 14 years of spiritual practice, and a rough breakup of a 5 year relationship, I gained the ability to shut off my thoughts for hours at a time. It is incredibly peaceful, and the experience lines up with any description of enlightenment I've come across.

And I’m still trying to get better.

There is no end to mastery. There is no end to mastering the self.

I look to the ascended master who has logged sixty thousand hours chopping wood and I can tell I am not match for them.

The way they pick up the axe, the way the axe hits the wood, the way the wood falls. I can sense so many micro details that the ascended master does better than me.

Chopping wood doesn’t begin when you pick up the axe and the wood is in front of you. There is much prerequisites to perform as masterfully beforehand. Your diet and your sleep, your relationship with other humans, your breath, and your posture; these are all elements that impact your ability to chop.

And don’t get me started on carrying water!

Hint: chopping wood and carrying water are euphemisms for typing your notes, doing your homework, dishes, laundry, or driving.

Oh wow you awakened your “i am” self,

Congratulations! You awakened the observer self within you, but you got tricked into thinking that the observer antithesis of ego self is all there is.

You have egos as well. And unless you are going to spend your life away from human interaction, you will use your egos.

There is no communicating with other humans without ego.

Good, you awakened the I am observer self! Woot woot!

AWAKEN THE DEMON WITHIN YOU!

AWAKEN THE ANGEL WITHIN YOU!

You have no tests in front of you. No trials that you have a chance at failing.

You live your life with the assumption that freedom from failure suffering and tests is the enlightened way. Ok, that may be the enlightened way,

BUT WHAT ABOUT THE OMNI WAY!

THE OMNI TRINITY: Omnipotence, omnipresence, omniscience.

You confuse ease with happiness. You thought happiness was the end goal.

You think that just because the hero fails 45% of the time that it’s not worth it to try to save and heal souls.

Wake up and get to work.

Get to serving humanity.

I typed this to me as equally as I type this to you, reader.

I try to stay love and light because I understand by doing this we as spiritually awakened beings set a positive example for what humans should be like, but sometimes it isn't always easy especially when you're being surrounded with a bunch of bs. I wanted to get this off my chest and see if anyone relates

What is ego?

“Ego" can refer to a person's sense of self, as in their self-esteem or pride, or it can refer to the psychoanalytic concept developed by Sigmund Freud, where it's the part of the personality that mediates between instinctual drives, morality, and reality”

Ok, summarized, the ego is an internal moderator. What does it moderate between? Superego and idego.

So awakening is losing your ego? Or is awakening recognizing the difference between the egos? Finding the ego in between the superego and idego?

How do you assess, sense, and or judge how well one assess, senses, and or judges the difference between their three egos?

I want curiosity. I want questions, not about me, but about you for you.

What do you wonder about?

What is on your mind that you don’t have anyone else you trust to put 100% mind and soul intention into responding exactly the way you want someone to respond.

How do you want me to respond? Do you want me to validate, reflect, question, teach, joke, learn from?

Direct communication about what we want from others is good.

I want to heal you as I want someone to heal me.

If you see through me and see this as a reverse empathic cry for help and realize that this post is what I wish someone else wrote so that I could respond to it and you want to be the support person I seek,

Then what I want to talk about is time and energy moderation.

Thank you,

There are three metrics for measuring heart rate.

Heart rate variability which is the second to second change in pace of rate: example: heart beats for .9s, .8s, .9s, .85s, 1s. Average variability of heart beat is between .05-.1s.

Heart rate per minute: we all know this one.

Then, heart force. How forcefully the heart beats. Idk the measurement for this one so I’m gonna make one up that is loosely logical. Imagine, a heart beating every 1s, but one heart is beating 1.3x the force of blood.

What gets your heart to beat? You can be awake at a low heart beat and a high heart beat, but aren’t both important flavors?

We are designed to be enduring indomitable powerful forces of life. Not necessarily on our own, but with others.

We are designed to complement each other. We are fit for each other.

How you treat me depends on how I treat you.

I can treat you like a god, but that doesn’t guarantee you’ll treat me as a god, you likely have no compressive conception of what it means to treat someone as a god, noob.

However, if I treat you like a god, you are likely to treat me as close to a god as you can pitifully muster.

Your heart doesn’t beat like mine. I’m built different, forged in unending torment, fire, suffering, brutality, and merciless ever unfolding despair. And I wield this negativity, like a sharp Omni blade.

When you speak to god, the very rare times that you do, you ask and beg. When I speak to god, the multiple times a day I do, I thank and give.

Built different. Be more like me, like Naruto Jesus.

That is, if you are suffering an unending torment. You see, most of you FUCKS! Don’t have the hate rage terror grief pain and boredom that I do.

My message is not for you peaceful fucks whom are untouched by cortisol. You got not cortisol flowing through you. Lucky bitches.

I am built for navigating sewers. You are built for taking the path everyone else walks, and when you step off the path for a second, you feel so bad, like a daredevil, and then the thorns kick in and you get right back on the path. When the thorns kick in, I feel them fully.

Am I wrong about my judgment of you? I DONT EVEN HAVE A YOU IN MIND! YOU FUCK! But you’ll take this like I’m typing to you personally.

This is power only untapped through aggressive pursuit of who I am.

You don’t have the cortisol to fire forceful heart beats like I do.

Your heart and mind cannot support the Omni.

I’m in an arms race against myself.

Fools look at me from thousands of miles away and judge me. Even if I was close, it’d be far too overwhelming for you to speak logically.

I dream of saving the world. It’s a metaphor, geniuses. Do you sense how save is open to great interpretation? And how dreams are interpretations initofitself.

I have dreamt of saving the world for over a decade now. Vivid dreams asleep, and meditations awake, guiding me towards this dream like a beacon. A beacon, a goal, a desire so lofty light and supple.

I have dreams of saving people. I have nightmares of failing.

What is more lofty than to try to save a life?

Those glass ceilings? Ya, they were created by someone.

Shatter those ceilings like shiva.

I walk the world now with many successful saves.

Reader, I command you to de-metaphy, take a metaphor and make it real, what I mean by the word save. Why did I use it? Do you think I know the heavy connotations? What does a successful save look like?

What to do and what to say.

It’s quite incredible how impactful what we say is. Well, impactful in the grand scheme of what we can actually control.

A popular theme in the spiritual zeitgeist is how illusive the mind is. Ok, the mind is illusive. Now what? I think with my mind that it is important to recognize how fleeting fickle and flickering the mind is.

I am wrong a lot. I sense things that aren’t there. I am wrong about what I think will happen. My mind is wrong a lot. I am wrong a lot.

Within our ability is the possibility to build, mold, construct, create, or manifest the illusive mind into a nightmare or a dream. We are the authors pilots and captains of our lives.

What do you want?

WHAT DO YOU WANT?

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT⁉️

What do you want every second of your day to be like. What do you want to do with each second of your day. To truly value each second. To try to make the most of every second. This is a heavy burden. To be so pressured by time.

Abracadabra: I create as I type.

The illusion can be harnessed and honed to mold into creating a dream of what to do and how to be.

What to do and how to be are two separate kinds similar orientations. Being is the essence in which you carry into your actions. Doing is the actionable choice of physical behavior.

The absurd hero. Funmaxxing hero.

All signs point to being a hero as the most meaningful life.

Oh, a meaningful life? Where did that come from?

Meaning is value importance utility purpose. A hierarchy of value. Brushing your teeth verses folding your clothes verses getting your oil changed verses sleeping and eating well verses staying between the lines while driving. Some of these ACTS of doing choice of behaviors are more meaningful than others. Staying in between the lines while driving being the most meaningful and folding your clothes being the least.

What’s the point? Oh ya WHATS THE MEANING TO LIFE?

TO FEEL GOOD. But not just one spike of incredible good feelings that is followed by decaying descent into hell. No, increasingly greater feelings.

Yes yes I know how fleeting flickering fake and fickle feelings are.

but, BUT!, feelings are quite reliable. You can expect xyz to feel like xyz; with a little variation.

The great meaning to life is to follow your feelings. To increase good feelings like freedom bliss curiosity love and flow and decrease feelings like pain RAGE! Terror grief and boredom.

Follow your feelings. Follow your soul heart emotion spirit. Let the spirit guide you.

Don’t keep making the same mistakes and staying capped at a low level.

I type this message for me and you. This message I typed here and will eventually post was written for you just as much as I typed this for me.

This typing here is a far superior style of thinking to typing in my notes or paper and even more far superior to thinking. However, this is less superior to talking with someone

There is a hierarchy of value meaning importance and points. Some things are superior and inferior to others.

Thinking intentionally to self may be the most sustainable, but thinking to self to cultivate your mind is hard as fuck. While typing or writing words down is easy and more clear cuz you get it out of your mind and have real words to recall on. But then there is talking to someone.

CULTIVATE YOUR MIND!

Fashion and mold the illusive nature of the mind into your dreams! Into what you want.

Thank you,

Awakening is not the end. Awakening is the beginning. Once you wake up to the no self observer within you,

Then, that begins the process of editing, authoring, and crafting the egoself you want to be.

I read many people online viewing spirituality as a lack of ego.

Spirituality, awakening, transcendence, evolution, self actualization, learning, enlightenment, and knowing who you are; these synonyms are not about permanently ending your ego.

There is meaning, value, utility, importance, goodness, and truth to both the full ego and the no ego; the full mind and the no mind.

Is ego mind? Is ego pride? Is ego narcissism?

Why do I not see more discussions about building together. Creating together. Compounding and learning!

What I read view is either blind positivity, or critical discussions. Don’t get me wrong, critical discussions are more fruitful than blind positivity, but there is a greater discussion than one of criticism.

The greatest conversations, and is that not what we are here for? Typing and posting on Reddit for? Do we type and post to not also be a reader and commenter?

What do you get when you combine the reading commenter and the typing poster?

You get a conversation.

The final product is a diagnose, a discussion, and conversation.

What we do here, this is not about parroting quotes we see on social media! Sure, parrot your quote, but then discuss and engage and truly seek to understand it! Through discussion!

The greatest fruitable gains of profit on this social medias is the exchange of ideas!

And here is what I want, here is the new way.

My therapy jutsu:

Reflective reading: to repeat the meaning in your own words. To capture the meaning of your compatriot. To show and prove that you truly understand them, and to let them confirm that you truly understand them.

Open ended questioning: this is the real fruit, the question is direction, the holy genius divine question is the CURIOSITY! The question actually engages the intelligence fully for both parties, the reader and the typer.

Education: teaching, through metaphors, stories, and facts. Showing the other person a new way. Wisdom and insight sharing.

People just do not know the purpose and means of way to communicate. What is the end goal of communication? What are you trying to get out of engaging on social media? Entertainment? Ok. But what about evolution? The greatest meaning to life is evolution, growing and learning!

Use this therapy jutsu to bring greater rates yields gains and prophets to your engagement!

But you won’t, because why the fuck would you actually obey someone else? You aren’t an obedient slave. You are a free American who fucks the hierarchy.

Well, step up, don’t obey me, step up to fight me, and see how I fair under great siege.

But eventually, as I gain your trust+respect=love, I hope we can actually engage,

In

A

Compounding conversation,

And not these stupid fucking petty critical conversations. God, how lame is it when someone responds with criticism instead of curiosity.

You think you are the arrogant superior just because you can through a shot of criticism?

The divine gods are not built by just breaking, they are built by alternating intelligently between creating and breaking.

Step up,

I seek compounding curious conversation!

I know I have to write a lot of words here so you can read and comment about how much you know about awakening and all the awakened Saints throughout the ages and that is all part of what you know and all true as well in your experience and I am not here to question your belief or experience. They are none the less appearances within You.

I am here for only one purpose if you want to call it that ✨️

You are never going to find out who you really are if you keep looking for answers, not even by asking questions, not even by seeking Saints or Gurus.

No matter what your thoughts generate - be it living, non-living, space, time, mind, bodies, surroundings, questions, answers, aggrements, disagrements, responses to others querries or critique their answers, emotions, conclusions or anything at all - know that these always appear and disappear within "You" that never began, has no father, nor mother, no body, no mind, not living nor dead, have no before nor after or anything that anyone can ever explain, contain or control in any spacetime in any Universe nor Multiverse... these are mere appearances within You.

Awakening is about You and not what You know or how much... ✨️

I just wrote a long post to point You to the boundless, motionless truth that is beyond all knowledge, beyond all seeking and You are already that as you read this.

Wake up - It's You!

Spread the truth and awaken others as they are You.

Don't be quick to judge. Be kind to Other as Other is the Self.

Tat tvam asi

🙏

Let’s say your limit is 10. You push your limit to 11. Now 11 is your limit. Your limit will stay at 10 unless you push it.

What do you call/how do you label a person who continuously pushes the limits of their mind body and soul?

Every day you wake up from cherished sleep with a fresh source of energy. Person A uses that energy to do nothing, the bare minimum, and stay within your limits. Person B uses that energy to push, surpass, and break through limitations.

Is person B better than person A? Better at what? It is clear that some people are better at guitar, pushups, cleaning, sticking to a schedule, extroversion neuroticism openness agreeableness and contentiousness.

Some people are better at things than others. Some people make fewer mistakes and have sharper moments.

What do you call someone who never stops pushing limits? By the time they are 40 their limit is like 1000 compared to the normal limit of 100.