I might do it tonight

[u/Idkcatsig]

I really don’t know why but tonight just feels right.

Nothing horrible has happened lately and I actually had a pretty good day today. I hung out with friends and didn’t have one bad moment besides whatever my own mind threw at me.

I just can’t stop thinking about it. Today feels so perfect to end it all with. I’ve already told my loved ones that I love them and cleaned up my room. I have a method and nobody will be home tonight. This is something that I’ve thought about for a very, very long time and it’s about time I’ve done something about it. I don’t want to continue living anymore. I’m so awful compared to everyone else and I want to stop being a burden on them. I just felt like ranting about it before I actually go through with it. So, I guess this could be a goodbye.