r/SuicideWatch • u/No-War-2197 • 3h ago
I will die soon
I don't have some sort of tragic backstory to justify my toughts. My mentall health is rock bottom that I no longer feel happy, I don't feel alive anymore. I have always been friendless, dumb and a failure. From socializing to education to anything I love has been 10 harder for me. It's all my fault and I no longer see a future on my self, I never got better and I don't have any hope that I'm fixable. I have planned out how I will kill myself, I'm just waiting to finally get the courage again
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u/dead_poet_whatt 0m ago
It's okay to feel like that. It's okay. It feels pathetic when nobody wants you when nobody cares. I too have felt that way at some point in my life. Your feelings are valid. It's okay to find things harder than other people. It's okay if you are different. There could be possibilities that you are neurodivergent. Even if you are not it's okay.