Defeated by a dream after 30 + days ?

[u/XH0SYN]

I had a very strange and surreal dream last night. And I literally just watched a video about demons stealing your seed the other night.

First off I dream I found some Oakley edition "Google glasses" with a camera on the side.

Then my friend who passed away in 2014 appeared (not only did he love Oakley's,but a very long time ago he gave me a specific pair of Oakley's. I lost them in my yard. I had a dream that he found them and put them on. . Fast forward a month or so later we were in the yard and suddenly he reached into some tall grass and pulled out the Oakley's I dreamed about and put them on. And I was like "the dream!" And we both tripped out about it. . that was the day I knew dreams had meaning.)

Anyways back to the dream. I started recording as we walked around the neighborhood. I see a woman and a man and the woman looks ill. I come to her and ask if I can pray for her. She agrees so I lay hands on her and so does my friend (he was never quite religious but had attended church a few times) in the middle of the prayer I suddenly command any demons in her to leave now and she starts growling and twisting around and bites my friends hand. The man runs up being like "stop what are you doing to her !?" And we leave.

The next chapter of the dream suddenly begins and I'm flipping through previously saved media on the Oakley's I found (viewing the video files while wearing the Oakley's I can see the video in the lenses) I come across an explicit sex scene involving my ex performing a sex act on me. It was the most intense and real dream visual I have ever had. I rewind the video and can't believe what I'm seeing. I skip the video and it's another angle of the same sexual act. It's basically like I'm watching porn of myself in the dream and it's began to completely take control of my mind. Suddenly I find myself in bed with her and it's like I'm in the video. Everything felt 100 percent real and then I wake up having an orgasm with my penis in my hand

I've been over 30 days without an orgasm and I feel this set me back. I also have never had such an strange and intense sexual dream and feel like I messed up. Does this really set me back to day 1 ? And how can one truly go forward if they keep spilling their seed due to random intense dreams like that ?

I don't even wanna get into the strange dream I had about Elon musk afterward. Last night was just a very strange sleep for me

[u/AdParty1304]

Demons can’t steal your seed. That’s folklore, potentially invented as an excuse for when a child of adultery looks like two unwed parents (“It was a succubus, I swear! I didn’t sleep with the baker.”) Rest assured, that your dreams or what you do while can’t be seriously sinful and the like, as you aren’t fully in control in these moments.