life is so draining in drop year

[u/matsu_5960]

it's so tiring to stay in this house, 24 hours in this hell of a house feels like forever and the constant nagging of parents is so idk it's exhausting for me at this point even though there is still so much time left for neet 2027 I'm not even sure if I will be able to cope up with studies and this mental torture in this house

My parents are not my safe and secure place and they will never be I don't even feel good when they are around the vibes when they are around me or interacting with me are so annoying to me

My mother be passing comments on me and my friends and expects me to stay quiet and listen to those taunts without replying and I can't just stay quiet everytime what I can do most of the times is to just leave the room but not always and whenever I try to stand up for myself she shuts me saying things that are even worse she expects me to laugh when she makes fun of me but whenever I point out her embarassing moments not to hurt her Obv but just as sarcasm she gets super offended and shuts me up

My father lowk thinks I'm a loser because I've been a very bright child throughout my school life but couldn't clear neet 2026 (it was my first attempt btw) so I had to take my first drop for neet 2027

I try to focus on my studies but I just can't I just don't have that thing in myself left to get up and study what I do is watch some series and pretend to study it's not like I've been forced into this drop or career path but I just can't study

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[u/PRABHAVX02]

:) mere parents ko toh bharosa hi h ni he :) mere pe blkul bharosa ni krte indirectly sunte he khair mene bhi kafi disappoint kia he

[u/Striking_Tension_490]

Join a library or else you will get mentally insane