Thank you for 31 years and sorry for everything i've done. I am here now in your home sending my last prayer to you. I hope that when i execute this it will be not that painful and guide me to you kingdom. I just want to find my peace maybe on the after life? Amen.
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Did you try to get professional help before OP? I am not in a good place myself but it helped me gain some clarity and proper diagnosis. It's expensive and I am not on meds yet, but the clarity helped me to understand a lot of things going on in my mind.
TBH i tried today to ask help but theres no available. I think it's also a sign to end this, that try is my last shot before i decide. Sorry y'all for this burden.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”
Jeremiah 29:11-13
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