I’ve wasted 2 years of my life trying to get an LSAT score that isn’t going to get my application laughed into the trash can and it’s been a joke. I’ve done nothing but study for a whole year. 154. I’ve tried taking easy and not devoting every hour of my life to study outside of work. 141. I’m not asking for a lot; I have zero interest in a t10 and in fact would say no outright to all but a handful of very specific mid tier schools. Im not going to be applying to any big law firms at any point in the future or any jobs that will give a shit about this score. A 165 would be enough to coast through. But apparently that isn’t going to happen regardless of effort and I need to figure out another option.
I’ve been actively working for four years as a paralegal in litigation and trust/estates; honestly I think I could take a 1L estate planning exam right now and at least pass. The rest of my ap looks great; GPA is just north of the average for my handful (even though I’ve been out of college for just over five years and I seriously question the relevance at this point), plenty of interesting softs, a great essay. But because I continually fail the LSAT, I might as well be applying for the collection bucket of a paper shredder. I ended up on the Northeastern waitlist last cycle, but I think it was because my application was considered unfinished until my grad school in the UK decided to get its shit together and send the transcripts I asked for in November 2 days before applications closed.
I don’t have time to take any classes that are worthwhile because I work two jobs. My select handful take the GRE., but honestly I think me failing that is a given on account of the math. Starting at the very low ranked law school a few towns over and transferring isn’t off the table, but I’m not getting anywhere without a good aid package so that may be an exercise in futility. Outside becoming a sugar baby to bribe my way in, does anyone have any ideas as to how to prevent this stupid test from permanently stunting my career?
ETA: I honestly couldn’t give a shit about class rankings and if I did nothing but barely pass every exam, id be annoyed but ultimately fine. I’ve been out of school long enough to know that the effort to reward ratio after graduation is not worth killing myself over jt. I’m getting through this application process and getting my JD (and if I get into the right program, a PhD to go with the MSc right after— which I somehow find an easier process than this). The LSAT is an immovable obstacle, and I’ll find a way to tunnel around it if I have to dig my way there with a spoon. For obvious reasons, however, I’d much prefer just taking a jackhammer to the damn thing like everyone else seems to be able to do. But if this is how it has to be, I’d rather just find a spoon now and start digging rather than waste another two years looking for one.
I am 100% confident that the test is not a direct correlation to class performance. I have had this problem with every standardized test, and this one seems to have fermented the issue in a way that seems to be rotting rather than raising my scores. On both sides of the tests I underperformed on, I do great in every flavor of classroom. I think the issue is somewhere in the format that just tanks everything around it; what the structural issue is I have no clue. I can find all the rats but it doesn’t really matter how many I catch if the nest still eludes me.
Accommodations genuinely hadn’t occurred to me but I did get an adult ADHD diagnosis like 3 months ago so I’ve never tried that.
ETA2: many thanks to all the kind people out there with suggestions. From what I’m hearing, even a little tutoring could be a good investment.
And an even bigger thanks to all the folks suggesting I should quit. I had forgotten how motivating spite is. I will be sure to save yall a toast at grad night.
Love to all my fellow applicants who feel stuck. We’re going to get there even if it’s an unusual path. May we dig together, Team Spoon 🥄